It has only been TWO freaking days. I'm feeling so exhausted already. Sleeping barely 5 hours a day. Gosh. The things i sacrifice for trials. It's only TRIALS! Can you imagine how much more stress i will have to face during FINALS.
Must. Work. Hard. Harder. Harder!!
This means no going out!! No fun at all. Nerdying day night even in my dreams.
Maybe with this strategy i could get my FOUR As.
Right now, i'm not even sure i can get even ONE A.
Need some strength to get through one more week in hell.
P.S: Whoever said college life was easy? Not for me at least! :( SO when will the fun start?
It will only get tougher from here.
Messy situation
I've been putting off some stuff. really important stuff. like trials. Last minute studying ain't gonna help. All because of the effing ucas personal statement. If only i had known earlier, everything wouldn't be so hard right now.
I know i won't be able to obtain straight As for trials, but that won't stop me from trying my best for A2 FINALS. Making AND learning from those mistakes are the key factors here right? It's not about the competition, who can get the most As. It's about learning!!
Anyway, i went out with my bff yesterday, as too much studying is only going to make me very unhappy. It was so good to see her again!! And she dyed (!!!) her hair brown! I want also!! :) Maybe i'll do it after trials. Muahahaha.
We ate at Sakae Sushi then later we went to the LIBRARY. It was my first time there!! And i was pretty impressed by the deco, comfy-victorian era-looking chairs. Plus the live band is not bad, cos the singers, can actually sing! Too bad no cute guys la. I think the library caters to the working age group. I'll post the pictures once she sends them to me (which might take a while)
About earth hour, we were already at the library which was dark so yeah, i kinda did my part?
P.S: Mun!! Send me lahhh aiyooo!!
I know i won't be able to obtain straight As for trials, but that won't stop me from trying my best for A2 FINALS. Making AND learning from those mistakes are the key factors here right? It's not about the competition, who can get the most As. It's about learning!!
Anyway, i went out with my bff yesterday, as too much studying is only going to make me very unhappy. It was so good to see her again!! And she dyed (!!!) her hair brown! I want also!! :) Maybe i'll do it after trials. Muahahaha.
We ate at Sakae Sushi then later we went to the LIBRARY. It was my first time there!! And i was pretty impressed by the deco, comfy-victorian era-looking chairs. Plus the live band is not bad, cos the singers, can actually sing! Too bad no cute guys la. I think the library caters to the working age group. I'll post the pictures once she sends them to me (which might take a while)
About earth hour, we were already at the library which was dark so yeah, i kinda did my part?
P.S: Mun!! Send me lahhh aiyooo!!
My god, not again
Guess what happened? This is really stupid.
I finished (finally) my ps, then my dad told me to do PHARMACY instead. GOD no. Means i will have to start from scratch. Wtf wtf i wanna die already, ( i died like 100 times when i wrote the ps) Now i am gonna die again.
Wish me luck! Cos i am going to need lots of 'em. Studying for trials is hell enough, now with another ps to write.
:(
I finished (finally) my ps, then my dad told me to do PHARMACY instead. GOD no. Means i will have to start from scratch. Wtf wtf i wanna die already, ( i died like 100 times when i wrote the ps) Now i am gonna die again.
Wish me luck! Cos i am going to need lots of 'em. Studying for trials is hell enough, now with another ps to write.
:(
Colour my life
What lights up your life?
Love?
Or pretty pink things?
I promise to love you every moment forever.
You wouldn't have to change for me, I'm in love with you. And I want you to pick me.
I'm gonna fight for you until your heart stops beating.
Sushi Tei @ tropicana city mall
After a long long day of studying, i wanted to have a nice dinner. and i had a sudden craving for japanese food! Sushi zanmai was the first thing that came to my mind but queue will be hell long.
I remembered there was a kinda fancy looking jap restaurant at tropicana. So we went there instead, cos i would rather spend on a decent meal!! And sushi tei, did not disappoint! Their service was very prompt, our food arrived 5 minutes later. Plus, the portions are huge enough two girls to share.
I remembered there was a kinda fancy looking jap restaurant at tropicana. So we went there instead, cos i would rather spend on a decent meal!! And sushi tei, did not disappoint! Their service was very prompt, our food arrived 5 minutes later. Plus, the portions are huge enough two girls to share.
California roll
Chicken maki
Ebi don
Tempura
Happy & Satisfied!
Some random pictures from my cam :
Let's get this shopping spree started
Omg i look so pale here :( Must be the lack of sleep! *wuwuwu* T____T eye bags
Sukee pretty~
The end.
Undecided
Sometimes the best way to find out, is not to hesitate, but to dive in (provided you know how to swim). Wish this same theory applies to my situation now. Every night i go to sleep, i think of it. It is also the first thing that comes into my mind when i wake up. And it has become the topic of discussion for as long as i can remember (meaning 2 weeks? i dunno, my memory kinda sucks). Choosing a degree PLUS and a university sucks big time. Of course with the endless tips/guides/league tables all over the internet, makes it even harder.
Maybe if my parents just forced if into doing something then i wouldn't be having this dilemma. But it is my future at stake here? So it's about what i want right? What if i am not sure about what i want, what if what i want, is not the best for me! Damn it this is so scary like a freaking nightmare. Being able to make a decision for myself is a problem, being forced into a decision is also a problem. WTF is wrong. I hate this shit. Emo like hell i wish i never have to grow up just like peter pan in neverland. Is it wrong wanting to stay young and live carefree?
Watching my sister laughing her ass off watching the big bang theory made me miss my sec school life so much. I used to come home (on days when i don't have tuition), and sit in front of the TV until at night. Then go to bed, repeat the process the following day.
I think if i am going to list everything that i am feeling right now this post will no doubt be the longest and crappiest post ever. And besides, i need to save some of the word vomit for my UCAS personal statement. Yes i know it's like super late but i guess it's worth a shot right? *trying to be optimistic here* please god give me the inspiration to write, 47 lines of brilliant stuffs to say would really help a lot.
Fifteen
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
You're feeling like flying
And your momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
And your momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
When you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
Turning fifteen seems like such a long time ago
Mundane Monday
Classes went on as usual today. Still could not get my brain started in the morning during chem lab period. Felt very groggy and did things without thinking much. Shit. Can i have a prescription for laziness?? Dreaming all the way until 11am cos that's when i get to eat!!
I desperately need to go out with my friends before i die of excessive studying. Okay, who am i kidding?! I just needed an excuse to go out.
Because ... my sister won 2 tickets to alice in wonderland premier at the curve. She is really hoping that i would go with her. But but, because i am in a so damn committed relationship with Mr.A, i really can't go! *very sad case* See i'm going crazy already. Naming my books Mr.A.
My fickleness, is really bothering me. Gosh i need to be more sure about myself and my decisions. Help! I need help!! With so many choices, how is it even possible to be 101% sure? If only someone could just make/force me to stick to my decisions. But this decision cannot play-play one. Knowing very well i should have started hunting earlier, i did not. Well, rather than beating myself up, i did do some research on some of the courses that interest me (definitely not engineering). *then why the eff am i taking physics* what the hellllllllllll i had been given so many opportunites to drop the subject. Yet, i still continue learning. Deep down inside i'm hoping this damn knowledge will help me someway somehow lah. Maybe it's because of the friends that encourage me, and the amazingly willing to help teacher.
P.S: Feelings of guilt suddenly swamped me. I need to get back to Mr.A.
P.P.S: I miss you, my bestie. I wanna eat like a pig with you, i wanna watch movies with you, i wanna gossip with you, i wanna camho with you, i wanna go bangsar with you ... and the list never ends!
omg why can't i just be a natural genius?
I desperately need to go out with my friends before i die of excessive studying. Okay, who am i kidding?! I just needed an excuse to go out.
Because ... my sister won 2 tickets to alice in wonderland premier at the curve. She is really hoping that i would go with her. But but, because i am in a so damn committed relationship with Mr.A, i really can't go! *very sad case* See i'm going crazy already. Naming my books Mr.A.
My fickleness, is really bothering me. Gosh i need to be more sure about myself and my decisions. Help! I need help!! With so many choices, how is it even possible to be 101% sure? If only someone could just make/force me to stick to my decisions. But this decision cannot play-play one. Knowing very well i should have started hunting earlier, i did not. Well, rather than beating myself up, i did do some research on some of the courses that interest me (definitely not engineering). *then why the eff am i taking physics* what the hellllllllllll i had been given so many opportunites to drop the subject. Yet, i still continue learning. Deep down inside i'm hoping this damn knowledge will help me someway somehow lah. Maybe it's because of the friends that encourage me, and the amazingly willing to help teacher.
P.S: Feelings of guilt suddenly swamped me. I need to get back to Mr.A.
P.P.S: I miss you, my bestie. I wanna eat like a pig with you, i wanna watch movies with you, i wanna gossip with you, i wanna camho with you, i wanna go bangsar with you ... and the list never ends!
Rainy days & thunderstorms
rude rude awakening!! by my mom. I'm a very light sleeper. And she was like banging stuffs here there everywhere. What a great way to start the day.
Weird thing here, i haven't had curtains in my room since i was a little girl. That's cos my mom does not want us to sleep til 1pm. It sure definitely did not stop my sister, who woke up at 12pm!
By the time it was 9am, the sun was effing hot and i started sweating like crazy, even in shorts and t-shirt! And the fan was on max speed! All the more reasons to buy an air-cond? Then there's the electricity bill, CFC issues (see! trying to be more green), sleeping until 1pm etc.
My desktop failed on me, again. Damn it. I need some IT expert to help me solve this problem. Bloody thing kept hanging, then i told my dad about it. He mentioned something about ... forgot already. Argh i really wish he is here at home, not hundreds of miles away in Kota Kinabalu. With just the three of us, my mom, sis and i, so much shouting screaming yelling. Really an overload of oestrogen leh!! Can die one.
I watched the latest episode of Grey's Anatomy, plus a few episodes of the big bang theory. It's not really popular here in malaysia, i don't remember it being shown on tv. However, i must stress, it will sure make you laugh from start to finish. I remembered cherli posted about it on facebook so i just downloaded it for fun (cos i was super sien of maths hw).
Seems like i managed to control myself from overdosing of tv shows. I kinda did a few biology past year papers. Kinda, cos i just copied answers. Still, i learned something! Don't know why it took me so long to do 3 papers. Hmm...
For dinner i went to this place, restoran Fu Kua in taman megah. Normally i won't choose chinese restaurants cos the food is really, really omfg, but the food is just mediocre. We ordered pineapple fried rice, soup, chicken and spinach, total bill was close to Rm40. Much better than last week, we went to another restaurant, ordered similar amount of food, total was Rm70. Could have dined in Sushi ZANMAI! *i miss jap food*
Planning to watch Alice in Wonderland next week! 3D OR 2D?
Weird thing here, i haven't had curtains in my room since i was a little girl. That's cos my mom does not want us to sleep til 1pm. It sure definitely did not stop my sister, who woke up at 12pm!
By the time it was 9am, the sun was effing hot and i started sweating like crazy, even in shorts and t-shirt! And the fan was on max speed! All the more reasons to buy an air-cond? Then there's the electricity bill, CFC issues (see! trying to be more green), sleeping until 1pm etc.
My desktop failed on me, again. Damn it. I need some IT expert to help me solve this problem. Bloody thing kept hanging, then i told my dad about it. He mentioned something about ... forgot already. Argh i really wish he is here at home, not hundreds of miles away in Kota Kinabalu. With just the three of us, my mom, sis and i, so much shouting screaming yelling. Really an overload of oestrogen leh!! Can die one.
I watched the latest episode of Grey's Anatomy, plus a few episodes of the big bang theory. It's not really popular here in malaysia, i don't remember it being shown on tv. However, i must stress, it will sure make you laugh from start to finish. I remembered cherli posted about it on facebook so i just downloaded it for fun (cos i was super sien of maths hw).
Seems like i managed to control myself from overdosing of tv shows. I kinda did a few biology past year papers. Kinda, cos i just copied answers. Still, i learned something! Don't know why it took me so long to do 3 papers. Hmm...
For dinner i went to this place, restoran Fu Kua in taman megah. Normally i won't choose chinese restaurants cos the food is really, really omfg, but the food is just mediocre. We ordered pineapple fried rice, soup, chicken and spinach, total bill was close to Rm40. Much better than last week, we went to another restaurant, ordered similar amount of food, total was Rm70. Could have dined in Sushi ZANMAI! *i miss jap food*
Planning to watch Alice in Wonderland next week! 3D OR 2D?
Sukee's 19th and fascinating stuffs
The day started off with a dose of happiness (ferrero rocher)! thanks to felicity!
A whole box of goodies. Guaranteed to put a smile on everyone's face.
I dunno what yl was doing but it caused liang mei to have that kind of facial expression. Isn't she cute? *awww* Oops i forgot she prefers to be called leng zai instead.
"The one thing you never had before in your whole 19 years on earth" I'm glad you loved what my sister made for you, sukee!!
Overjoyed. She almost cried. That's what she told me after.
Merasmikan her birthday by cutting the cake, with her hands.
PM10. The 10nants of C9. Four days a week.
I know this picture ain't that nice but we will take a better one next time kay? Don't force me to remove this cos it is the only picture we took today.
Something in the physics lab. Some emitter. I remembered something about hydrogen, and lines, frequency.....and collimator!! Hahah.
A crystal ball with magical powers! Sort of. It was able to attract a lot of attention, especially from felicity.
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