coz i'm going to kota kinabalu next month, 18th to 24th december. yay! daddy bought the tickets already, total around Rm1200. could have been cheaper though. but it's okay since i get to relax (being away from her). i do deserve a nice break after 5 weeks of hell, no? i want to experience a day or two at sutera harbour, the super luxurious hotel! *dreaming*
shit it's only next month. sighs. guess i have to rot at home til then.
i went to mid valley with mom and sis yesterday coz i cannot tahan staying at home anymore. feel kinda "trapped" with nothing but books and more books. sighs. i think the shopping i've been doing lately still can't make me truly happy. i think it's the exams. bio paper yesterday was okay. easier than expected. that made me feel much better as i doubt i can score an A for physics or chemistry. oh my, physics. i did a really careless mistake, i used the wrong formula, that wrong formula cost me 5 marks. *bangs head on the wall* to make matters worse, i didn't have enough time to finish the paper.
tomorrow's chemistry paper 1. must not screw this paper!! but i have no mood to study at all. cmon la. tell me is it possible for somebody like me to be super hardworking?impossible
too bad i don't have that much determination, don't know why. i feel this is the most "rajin" i can get. i started revising for finals 1 month before, and i must say, that's very good coming from someone who copies homework and sleeps in class. blehhh. too often i'm telling myself little lies to make myself feel better. i wonder where i learnt that from. hmm. MUST work harder next semester. that will be my number one new year resolution.
shit it's only next month. sighs. guess i have to rot at home til then.
i went to mid valley with mom and sis yesterday coz i cannot tahan staying at home anymore. feel kinda "trapped" with nothing but books and more books. sighs. i think the shopping i've been doing lately still can't make me truly happy. i think it's the exams. bio paper yesterday was okay. easier than expected. that made me feel much better as i doubt i can score an A for physics or chemistry. oh my, physics. i did a really careless mistake, i used the wrong formula, that wrong formula cost me 5 marks. *bangs head on the wall* to make matters worse, i didn't have enough time to finish the paper.
tomorrow's chemistry paper 1. must not screw this paper!! but i have no mood to study at all. cmon la. tell me is it possible for somebody like me to be super hardworking?
too bad i don't have that much determination, don't know why. i feel this is the most "rajin" i can get. i started revising for finals 1 month before, and i must say, that's very good coming from someone who copies homework and sleeps in class. blehhh. too often i'm telling myself little lies to make myself feel better. i wonder where i learnt that from. hmm. MUST work harder next semester. that will be my number one new year resolution.
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