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What now?

My god, i've never been so busy after exams :) Busy having fun that is! Right after my last paper, Physics 5, i went shopping with the classmates for prom stuffs, yes, many of them were unprepared. Well, after 2 days of shopping until all the stores closed, we all got the dress/tuxs, accessories & shoes. Super mad rush but oh so fun! Finally able to shop without feeling guilty cos i didn't finish my homework!!

I'm blogging cos i'm too bored, too lazy to watch tv, i just wanna lie in bed and do nothing the whole day. Oh wait. I already did that just now. Can't believe i'm saying this but i miss waking up at 7am rushing to college and ~~learning~~ hang out with my friends at Asia Cafe, Face2Face, Madam Joyce etc. I miss snowflake taro balls, so chewy la aiyo~

Just a random update to keep this blog alive :)

Undo it

You stole my happy, you made me cry

Took the lonely and took me for a ride

I wanna undo it

You had my heart, now i want it back.

Ain't easy to have faith when the pain's still there . . .

Emo feelings aside, i have 3 more papers to go, and then finally, freedom. Already booked my flight ticket to kedah! Lots of happy exciting stuff to look forward to after A-levels :) Thinking bout it makes me wish time could go a little faster.

the game of love, losers and liars

we all tell lies everyday, and the most common one is "i'm fine"

i'm fine.

really sick of this game i wanna quit but where's the button? i can't find it.

show me that big smile of yours okay?

P.S: this is another random crappy post late at night by yours truly.

I am a Gleek!

Aww.. So sweet!! Be my finn! And i'll be your Rachel. Haha wtf.

I guess they're both similar, in a way - sukee

Except one is fiction, the other could only happen in my dreams.

Are u as excited as i am? A new week, a new glee episode!! Downloading desperate housewives & the simpsons now.

Mad

she's staring at me

i'm sitting wondering what she's thinking,

nobody's talking,

cause talking just turns into screaming,
now as im yellin' over her, she yellin' over me,
all that that means, is neither of us is listening,
and what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.

so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing

but we wont let it go for, nothing

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing,
asking questions like you already know
we're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing
this ain't the way that love is supposed to go
what happened to workin' it out?
we fall into this place where
you ain't backin' down
and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now?

Fighting for nothing, a war that we'll both lose. Tell me what's the point.

-- I don't get it. Why some people. are such hypocrites.

Anyway, this is a totally random post caused from excessive physics and maths. Tried to love 'em but still can't. There's no use finding love in something that i can't understand. So help me, understand.

Time for bed!! Zzzz

Ichi

Less than a month to A2 FINALS. OMG. SO FAST! 3 weeks to be exact. I'm feeling damn sad cos all the good things in college is coming to an end. *cries*

I can't possibly list out everything that i'll miss when this chapter ends. With just so little time left, all i can do is to cherish every moment with you guys who have made this chapter, the best damn thing. So far it has been drama free for me, *prays nothing stupid will happen soon*!

Friends are supposed to be what they are, friends. Not two-faced, hypocrites who backstabs & bitches about you! Argh. Please whoever you are, don't hurt the people i care so much about. You may think it's just a joke, but hurtful words are still hurtful words. LEARN TO DRAW THE LINE. KNOW YOUR BOUNDARIES. Honey, you know i'll always be here for you!

Another issue that i suddenly feel so #$!$#^$&@* about is.. love. The dickhead who chases you, showers you with love until romantic comedies also cannot measure up with the cheesiness *is that even a word? hmm*. And then cheats on you. WTF is this. I don't get it. Wait for the best part, when he was chasing you, he was chasing another girl THE SAME EFFING TIME. Walau. This sucks to the max. Don't you ever let me see you ever again. What you did is unforgivable. Congrats, you have just shattered the dreams of finding true love. I don't even know how could one get through this, let alone falling in love again.

When you open your heart to others, you trust them not to break it. The incredible 100m wall you build around yourself, all torn down when he says i love you. A relationship can only work if both parties contribute equally, love equally, no more no less.

With all the drama that comes with the package (love) is it worth it? Really?

P.S: I'm not a lesbian okay !! I love guys. Current obsession is ~ Cory Monteith

Cute anot!! Haha! I just found out this guy is 28 this year! My god. Who cares if he's old. He looks super young can qualify as high school kid.

Still don't think he's adorable?

Awesome smile. Probably spent a lot on his looks but metrosexual is the 'in' thing nowadays right?!

Tall. Check. Baby face. Check. Fair. Check. To die for bone structure. Check.

Oh how i wish i could date him!! Muahahah. Think i'm crazy for liking him?

My bestie lagi crazy lor. She likes this guy.

Eric Dane! Ok la he's hot also, minus all that hair on his face. But i like pretty boys la.

This is proof we're not lesbians.

Sex and the City 2

Must watch for all girls out there! Aaaahh~ i love the first movie so much! Grossing over $415 million worldwide, this proves chicks rules big time!

What? I'm a maid now?

I know, i'm supposed to be happy right now, cos i'm at home right? Wrong lah. I really don't like staying at home the whole day, with her getting on my every single nerve. And also doing a lot of housework! Argh. Can't wait til my sister gets home then i won't be her only victim. GAH.

Everyday i have to put up with loads of crap, the same one everytime. She says she's trying to teach me but when i don't know, she expects me to know. Like wtf right! If i have never done it/seen it before how the eff am i going to do it right! Surely i will make mistakes. She thinks i'm a freaking genius, who knows everything. Well i'm not i'm just a bimbo who loves to go out and shop my life away. Sighs.

Since we're on this dumb topic, i have a friend, who was really hurt by the words of a person. It's true that words are sharper than knives. I saw it that person's eyes. I could see the disappointment and pain in those eyes. I feel helpless, words of console that come out from my mouth couldn't even ease the pain. We should always think hard, really really hard before saying. I do, most of the time. I'd hate myself if i purposely cause someone to feel so bad about themself, unless they totally deserve it!! Anyway, this is something we could all relate to, some point in our lives, we have hurt people, and also have been hurt.

P.S: Walau so emo, better stop now!! >.< I promise the next post will be something exciting! Hint: new stuffs!

1 more week

Next friday.. a change is gonna happen!! LOL. i think.

OH god should i or should i not.

I know what you're gonna say mun! >.< Eeeksss Why oh why must you do it!! This is the perfect example of peer pressure. in a dilemma now! wth. i'm supposed to be thinking about physics/bio/mechanics

No this is not about sex/love/drugs/anything scandalous.

Shit. I hate exams. They are so damn fattening. I just consumed 300 calories to stay awake. Well, now i have to get back to my books!

P.S: I loooove you physics. and my bff. Please no more beers cos i love cocktails.

My god, not again

Guess what happened? This is really stupid.

I finished (finally) my ps, then my dad told me to do PHARMACY instead. GOD no. Means i will have to start from scratch. Wtf wtf i wanna die already, ( i died like 100 times when i wrote the ps) Now i am gonna die again.

Wish me luck! Cos i am going to need lots of 'em. Studying for trials is hell enough, now with another ps to write.

:(

Colour my life

What lights up your life?

Love?

Or pretty pink things?

I promise to love you every moment forever.

You wouldn't have to change for me, I'm in love with you. And I want you to pick me.

I'm gonna fight for you until your heart stops beating.

Fifteen

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car

You're feeling like flying
And your momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

When you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Turning fifteen seems like such a long time ago

CNY '10

Reunion lunch, with the usual fu chuk soup, vegetables, mushrooms, fried tong fun, roasted chicken, char siew, siu yuk, prawns, and last but not least, alcohol!!

First day of CNY. Me + Lion

Cousins.

More pictures to be uploaded.

Til then... Time for some self-love aka narcissism!

Syok Sendiri. I got brown hair!!

My list of NYResolutions

1. Kick the "infamous" habit.

2. Lose 10 pounds by the end of the year.

3. Say TAK NAK to chocolates, coffee and fast food.

4. Be nicer to my mother.

5. Spend more time doing tutorials/ STUDY

I've already broken No.1 and 3.

I'm trying my best to tolerate her.

I actually did some of my tutorials.

Must see!! Crazy LOVE!!

Presenting... the guy that will melt your heart when he sings

MICHAEL BUBLE

Now who doesn't want this guy? I'm gonna marry him someday!! or a version of him.

Michael Buble on Oprah. Love his smile! And he's so funny!

I might just buy his album. or download it.

uh oh

what would my mama do... i love that song! :)

i broke my 2-week no shopping rule. i just came back from 1utama, with 2 new darlings. first is a green spag top (rm30) from pull & bear and skinny jeans, forever 21 (rm45) ONLY! woot. 1 set of clothing for 75! STEAL! super happy right now. but could my happiness last until next week? hmm, i'll just have to wait and see.

my mom didn't join us for dinner, my sis and i decided to get some "junk" food just to pamper ourselves. waffle world is LOVE. heaven-sent waffles and the milkshake is perfect! ahhh. i can hear some people calling me fat already. sheesh. can't a girl be NOT STICK THIN?

i miss my daddy so much! i really wanna go there during the december hols but the air tickets are so expensive, total rm1000 for my sis and i.

there is another option im considering, which is on january before sem 3 starts, tickets are only rm500. then again, i need to skip classes.

or should i wait until CNY to see my dad? *sighs*

Why?

sudden urge to make lists nowadays, example, stuffs to buy, eat, etc

then i thought of something,

why not list down the reasons why i'm still single. and why i'd like to stay single. (coz nobody wants me) and why being single ROCKS.

freedom. do whatever i want, whenever i want. this includes the occasional shopping trips that could take 5-6 hours. cmon. which guy really enjoys shopping with his girl? unless he's gay of course.
no necessary "i love you" texts/calls everyday. gosh this stuff takes up money AND time. and brain capacity. wth. i need those to survive a-levels. i ain't gonna spend it on some less than perfect guy.
no need to watch him play dota/whatever games. or check on him if he's at the cc. guys. they could spend their whole day playing, which is tiring! but can't stand a few hours of shopping.
never have to worry which bitch is plotting to steal the bf. or if the bf is cheating/lying.
can go to school wearing anything you like! screw the school rules. screw what the bf says.
guys won't ever understand my soulmate is a girl.
also, the perfect guy is taken :( but there are many big fishes out there. not just guppies.

p.s : i just haven't met you yet.

as finals tomorrow

eekss i'm so scared!!! FINALS!! Although i know i've done my part, yes i glued my ass on the chair doing maths but i still feel i'm not prepared. Maths P1 is supposed to be the EASIEST paper coz it's just like sec sch add maths. I really can't afford to screw the paper after how much my daddy forked out for my a-levels @ taylor's! Damn u taylor's so expensive lah.

I think some damn ant bit my hand, wanna post the picture here, it's kinda gross. At first i thought it was just some normal bite, then now blisters are forming! I burst 1 already coz it itched like hell. And it's still itching right now. I wanna get back at that damn ant that bit me! I told my dad soooo many times to call those pest exterminators, he refused! Grrr.. SO, i googled and found a few pest control companies. I will call them and i will kiss those babi ants goodbye! I can't tahan those ants. And cockroaches. Especially the ones that can fly omg it really freak the shit out of me. I hate hate hate flying insects!!! Just this morning when i was hanging the clothes, this damn bee kept coming to me!

Ughh gonna be 10pm soon, need to do more maths...

and watch the latest episode of Desperate Housewives!!

Hope

Is what keeps us going forward. I still have a lil hope, maybe one day, the impossible will be possible.

I've fallen. Too many times. But it's okay.

Because Life is about falling, Living is about getting back up!

Bite me/Dinner at Sunway Hotel

Guess what, i still can't tell the difference between chicken and pork and duck? Hmmm.. but i do noe 1 thing, they all taste GOOD! My fave part is the skin ;) for obvious reasons!

Broccoli & Mushrooms

My cousin took this shot. How pretty eh? The yellow stuff is custard? sponge cake? dunno la, the brown thingy is chocolate mooncake. Both were soooo good but we didn't manage to finish them coz we're stuffed til the max already.

Vanilla ice cream + mango soup or whatever they call it. Blehh i didn't bother to find out what it's called. This is the first time im having my ice cream this way. And it was NICEEEEEEE! No second rounds though :(