That's what you are. You're special in every way even if you don't think so. I never thought i could find another person that understands me so well, other than my dear cheah mun mun (who has been with me since Form 1).
I wasn't expecting us to be THIS close because of the language barrier, but from what they say, action speak louder than words. You've been there for me, and i'm here for you, anytime, anywhere. I remembered the first time you showed me the picture of your little sis, you gave me the impression that you're caring and approachable. And when you first approached me, asking me to sit with you, i couldn't be happier!! in my mind i was like *yay muahaha i got a friend already. not so lonely liao*
Then you found out i was a B-A-N-A-N-A. You told me you were afraid to talk to me. Of course it was a little awkward at first. I think it was like the first few days of college, we had lunch together and were late to this lame ass computer class, so we rushed back and panicked like crazy thinking the teacher will kill us but actually she didn't give a damn. Hahah *don't want make bad impression marrrr* Then remember that time miss choong scolded us? "Sukee what is so funny, why don't share with the class?" Walau. Haha i'm so sorry i couldn't help myself but to continue laughing, then you looked at me, you laughed too. I think there's like an unspoken bond between us, like we were meant to be!!
I'll miss those hand writings on my notes, (always is chem/maths), don't know why. It's normally about shopping & guys LOL? Saw this just now "Should i stay at your house this week? We go bangsar shopping" And other lame ass crap lah. I'll miss ponteng-ing class with you, okay sorry guilty as charged, it was the first time we skipped class so that we could go sunway. I don't know if i can find another girl in UNI who loves shopping as much as i do!
I'll miss so many things, i can't list them all down here. :(
Blessed with already a soulmate, god sent me another friend from heaven aka angel. Even though i gave up my 3 years relationship with him (it was dying anyway we both were so different we couldn't catch up), having them both is more than what i hoped for. I'll never choose love over friendship. Because, the answer is simple, when the i-love-yous are over with him, they're the ones who'll have your back and wipe away all those tears.
Writing this post, looking back at the long journey on a bullet train, made it 1000x harder for me to make that choice. But i know i have to make it soon. I really don't wanna go separate ways since we both want to do the same thing. *cry cry*
P.S: No matter what happens, wherever i go, we'll still have each other!
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