I did the right thing today, i think. What is the right thing anyway?? The one where i benefit or the opposite? Most of the time, it is the opposite. Cannot always sacrifice my own 'me' time for other stuff/ people. If this continues in the long run, i might end up being a crazy bitch. Gosh. It is so damn hard to say no, to the people you care about. Anyway, it is what i have to do, and i will do it, because it is the right thing.
As usual, class test every week, if it is not maths, it is chem, or physics. I JUST WANNA STOP THIS MADNESS ALREADY. BUT, they do it for us, they purposely prepared it for US. And if they do not care about us, why bother testing us, going through the trouble of marking papers, making us unhappy? Because, they care. I'm so thankful to have such amazing teachers who are oh-so-willing to teach 'til u geddit!!
Uhh i might have failed the math class test today. The blame is on me. Whenever i see the questions, my brain is unable to process the steps to solve it, so i just stare at the question hoping for some miracle to happen. That's what happened today. I get so discouraged everytime i do my homework and it turns out that my answers are wrong. What to do? Give up and copy lor.
I have to work super-freaking-extremely-damn hard for math if i want to maintain my A.
And i will, don't worry. Those four As are the most valuable stuff i have ever earned in my life. No way i'm gonna let them slip through my fingers. I've worked toooo hard. Can't afford to fail anymore. I will make it right this time!!
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