Long post ahead. Quite depressing too. A lil bit of humour/silliness. 100% true.
I ended my 2 year + relationship with my bf a few months ago. He wasnt reali my type, i cant believe it took me so long to acknowledge the fact that we're reali from 2 different worlds. I thought we could overcome the language problem, im a true banana, i cant speak mandarin, only very simple cantonese, which i've learnt from watching hong kong dramas a looong time ago.
He on the other hand, couldnt reali speak good english, but it didnt matter at first coz i was reali blinded by love. He wasnt the most good looking, however he has the kindest soul, and that's the reason why i fell so hard for him. Everything else didn't seem to matter as long as he's with me.
I knew it was going to end coz i was so busy with alevels & he was in sg, working late every night. We seldom talk. Phone calls were getting shorter n shorter. Then the ugly part came, bla bla bla.
1 chapter closed. time to start a new 1.
At first when i saw him, he didn't reali catch my eye, then a few weeks later, i saw him again, spent a lil time with him.
Then it's like everywhere i go, i see him there, i thought it's fate. wth rite? how naive can i get? it's just coincidence. not fking fate! argh, i'll never let myself get dragged into this stupid fantasy world again.
However, it's always easier said than done, u know, when some1 has stolen ur heart, everything they do could affect u in everyway possible. It's hard to NOT think about it.
This is the first time, after a very long time, that i felt this way about someone, so when that happened, i was pretty upset. It's alright though, im ok now :) What does not kill me only makes me stronger! Yeah, trying to be optimistic here since i fking hate to be sad. hmph. I guess some things in life just dont go the way i want it to be. So i'll just have to accept it & learn from my mistakes.
P.S : Smile and the world will smile with you.
I ended my 2 year + relationship with my bf a few months ago. He wasnt reali my type, i cant believe it took me so long to acknowledge the fact that we're reali from 2 different worlds. I thought we could overcome the language problem, im a true banana, i cant speak mandarin, only very simple cantonese, which i've learnt from watching hong kong dramas a looong time ago.
He on the other hand, couldnt reali speak good english, but it didnt matter at first coz i was reali blinded by love. He wasnt the most good looking, however he has the kindest soul, and that's the reason why i fell so hard for him. Everything else didn't seem to matter as long as he's with me.
I knew it was going to end coz i was so busy with alevels & he was in sg, working late every night. We seldom talk. Phone calls were getting shorter n shorter. Then the ugly part came, bla bla bla.
1 chapter closed. time to start a new 1.
At first when i saw him, he didn't reali catch my eye, then a few weeks later, i saw him again, spent a lil time with him.
Then it's like everywhere i go, i see him there, i thought it's fate. wth rite? how naive can i get? it's just coincidence. not fking fate! argh, i'll never let myself get dragged into this stupid fantasy world again.
However, it's always easier said than done, u know, when some1 has stolen ur heart, everything they do could affect u in everyway possible. It's hard to NOT think about it.
This is the first time, after a very long time, that i felt this way about someone, so when that happened, i was pretty upset. It's alright though, im ok now :) What does not kill me only makes me stronger! Yeah, trying to be optimistic here since i fking hate to be sad. hmph. I guess some things in life just dont go the way i want it to be. So i'll just have to accept it & learn from my mistakes.
P.S : Smile and the world will smile with you.
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