Art of Love

Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love,

I'm still trying to not mess up,

So whenever I stumble let me know,

You need to spell it out for me.

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Sitting on my bed now. Feeling exhausted as HELL. My mind and body is so weak from the late nights. I am now staying at my ku cheh's house. Although the room i'm staying in is 1000 times more pretty than my current one, i can't help but feel homesick. *House is under construction*

Trying to set aside 20 minutes a day to type crap. I think it kinda helps me in some way, though some might think i should be doing homework. Only 6 months left with PM10, i really hope i can spend as much time with them, creating more beautiful memories. We were in the bio lab today, Ms.Lourds gave us some slides to view then draw. As usual, i didn't pay full attention, *was sitting behind with sk* so i ended up copying, again. The 2 hours of lab went by sooooo fast. Time flies when we're having fun!!

I thought i won't go back to my bad habit (sleeping in class) but i DID. It started yesterday, during physics, i just cannot tahan hearing about A.C/ Transformers. My plan was to drop physics this sem, but it turned out i scored A, (i expected worse) Quite a waste if i drop it right? Ughh. I don't even love physics in the first place. I only take it cos my dad asked me to. And that's because he is a frigging engineer. Of course he loves it.

A2 Maths is seriously damn tough. Last year, it was one of my favourite subject. This year, i HATE IT TO THE MAX. Especially integration, complex numbers and vectors! I'm trying my best to finish all the questions, but how is it possible if i don't know how to solve 'em? Stared at the question for 10 minutes. End up also tak boleh buat. Feel so stupid lah. Somebody please save me from this nightmare. Now, even with 4A's. WAIT, i don't know why i didn't fail my physics. I have a bad feeling that my 4A's will turn into 4D's. At this rate, i'm going to screw EVERYTHING up. And, the biggest question, what the hell am i supposed to do after a-levels?

With so much stuff going on in my head, do i even have time for love? Maybe, with a whole lot of blessings from god. I'm thankful with what i have now. But a little romance ain't gonna hurt right?

P.S: Love is a crazy thing. It makes us all happy but afraid at the same time.

Felicity's 19th Birthday @ 1Utama

She wanted to celebrate her birthday two days earlier than the actual day. So, a few of us from PM10 got together and we had a simple, hearty lunch at Paddington House of Pancakes.


Pancakes, Eggs, Beans, Mashed potatoes and Sausages. Yumsss!! *salivates*


And for dessert, Pot of Gold. Everything was gone in minutes! OMG I wanna go there again!


Cheok tung & Yong teng, who refuses to smile after eating!


MinZhi!! GG


Beaming Birthday Girl in RED!


"I like to wear bright colours"


Enjoying the game while the paparazzi snaps away.


Davy wavy.


Cutie shu hui. Pm10's baby.




Wow SO STRONG. Is that a 15 pound ball?



Heart to Heart talk.

Unexpected

It's unexpected that i slept so soundly last night! Woke up in a really good mood, arrived in college with butterflies in my stomach. Oh my god. The moment of truth! I swear i'll kill myself if all my hard work went down the drain. Yes, i freaking worked my ass off for AS FINALS, however, i fell sick and that affected my performance, badly.

Freaking worried last night, wanted my cousin to make some real K.O drinks (love cocktails) to calm my nerves. Well, it turns out that i didn't need it.

I went to the library around 7.50am, and kept refreshing the blardy webpage. FAIL. CAN'T LOAD. Gosh that made me extra kan chiong. 10am, after chem lab, went back to class. Boom. Results time. Eng kee's name was called out first, then mine. OMG. So scared to break down in front of EVERYONE!! Eeesh. When i saw the 4As, i almost wanted to korek my eyes out. Then mr.vara was beside me, he said good job. I was like "he wouldn't say good job if the results were bad right?"

Yeah, i finally did it. All the late nights, money spent on past year papers, food etc paid off. It wasn't all me. Extremely thankful for those who made this once impossible dream of mine, came true. You know who you are! Ok la, special mention here, shu hui cos i really really adore her.

I came a veryyyy looonnnnng way since i failed my organic chem test. Cos like what jolyn said, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

Another pictureless post. Boring man.

Ok, 12.10am already. Time for bed. Good night!

P.S: someone some people made my day a lil brighter.

Left 4 Dead

Haha. I ran out of ideas for the blardy title. Kept watching my cousin playing that game. Cos i am staying at my aunt's house for a week. Still i can't get why he enjoys it. It's just plain shooting!!

Shit man. Tomorrow is..... Doomsday!! I didn't finish the maths homework, which keeps piling up everyday. Gosh. I really need to clear 'em before msgoh comes chasing after me.

P.S: I watched avatar (finally) just now @ tropicana city mall. My rating? 5 Stars!!

FBI Cafe, SS15

FBI does not stand for

Force, F

Magnetic field, B

Current, I

It is in fact, a dessert shop which shares a similar theme as ... the more popular, and loved Snowflake!

Okay, introduction done.

Today's chemistry paper caught me off guard, just like all the previous papers. I did most of the questions before, BUT i couldn't recall the answers. FML. I wanted to bang my head against the table weih!! Felt damn frustrated, so i kept pulling my hair. If i continue doing this i might need to sign up for Yun Nam hair care. Mrlucas is famous for preparing difficult questions for us. Of course to him it's easy lah. In fact i don't think i have ever heard him saying ANYTHING is too tough. EVERYTHING also boleh one. Maybe it is his way of encouraging us to push ourselves to the limit. or over the limit?

Anyway, what's done is done. All i can hope for now is for an B or C. So after the test, and extra class, we went for our much needed food break at FBI cafe, (recommended by felicity) which is located a few shoplots away from Snowflake.

See? They even have the "beeper". Except this one is so plain and boring. UFO ROCKS!!


This guy can definitely make you laugh until you cry. or just make u cringe by shooting fat comments.


Me & Minzhi





Food come ady!! No pictures of the "beeper" cos it just beeps. Don't expect any flashing lights/ vibration.


Left: Dragon fruit
Right: Chocolate Banana


Oh, they even have games for us. My god, i can't even recall the last time i played this game. Still it was fun!!


Guess who lost the first round?

♥ PM10

Hooray for streamyx and LAN

yes yes yesss! My dad forgot to pay the bills (for TWO MONTHS) which then lead to... a standstill, my facebook life that is! Thank god for internet in college.Wait. RM400 for computer fees. SO YEA I'M GONNA USE IT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

I have to be in college very early, every tuesday and thursday. How early? 6.50am. And this will be my routine until i'm confident enough to drive. I was the first living, breathing, alive soul there. Even the jaga pintu woman wasn't there.

Now i can say goodbye to LAN subjects 4ever! Sat for the dumbass paper this afternoon, *prays for a pass* or not i'll have to resit it. I can't put up with anymore sejarah shit. Oh and after the dumbass paper, yenli gave me my very belated bday pressie! Thankiuuu i love it very much.

Only a week has passed and i'm already facing a big big problem. Made a promise to myself that i will complete all my homework, at home. But no, i can't seem to do that, and all the other stuffs i'm supposed to do like  -studying for tests EVERY WEEK. The other problem is of course, my very screwed up love life. Actually i'm thankful for all those work that kept me busy last year so i didn't have to deal with lousy feelings. Today i think i witnessed, (on facebook) something that does not come along very often. What is it? I think it might be true love. Loving someone for better, for worse. In some way it sparked the romantic-love story-taylor swift person in me again. Maybe i will have a chance at love again, maybe one magical day Mr. prince charming will appear in front of my doorstep.

The Journey of Love is ....

How much time do you spend deciding what to wear?

Well, this morning I woke up at 6.45am, finished bathing and doing my hair about 7.15am. Not much time left before my mum starts to yell at me. I already planned my outfit for today. A flowery top and jeans. But then I had a change of mind, (reason to be revealed later) I bet I'm not the only one who's like that okay!

So I ran to my room, searched up and down for something decent to wear. Stood in front of my wardrobe, trying this and that, ended up with a white top and skirt. Really cannot go to college and be called ah ma, fat etc.

I can't believe I have a closet packed full of clothes but really, nothing to wear. Desperately in need of CASH and a shopping trip to Bangsar.

Seriously, I have no idea why I often buy clothes that looks good when I try them on, but looks like crap after I bought them. Those retailers really know how to con us shoppers into buying crappy stuffs. A good example is using magic mirrors, you know the one that makes you look real thin? This is why I hate shopping sometimes.

Before college started this week, I re-arranged all my clothes into 3 categories, WILL WEAR, DEPENDS and NEVER WEAR (WHY THE F--- DID I BUY IT).

And guess what, a lot of clothes ended up in the NEVER WEAR pile. Heart-breaking really. FML. Sometimes I trick myself into thinking I like them. Of course it never really worked. I wish I could just sell them to charity and earn some money. I say charity cos I doubt any fashion savvy girls will buy them.

It's been one week plus since I visited my favourite place. Maybe I'll just drop by a while tomorrow to find some goodies for my clothes deprived wardrobe. OR NOT.

3 papers next week. Physics, Chem and Msian Studies. Stress gila!!