everypink under the sun: April 2010

Mad

she's staring at me

i'm sitting wondering what she's thinking,

nobody's talking,

cause talking just turns into screaming,
now as im yellin' over her, she yellin' over me,
all that that means, is neither of us is listening,
and what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.

so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing

but we wont let it go for, nothing

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing,
asking questions like you already know
we're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing
this ain't the way that love is supposed to go
what happened to workin' it out?
we fall into this place where
you ain't backin' down
and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now?

Fighting for nothing, a war that we'll both lose. Tell me what's the point.

-- I don't get it. Why some people. are such hypocrites.

Anyway, this is a totally random post caused from excessive physics and maths. Tried to love 'em but still can't. There's no use finding love in something that i can't understand. So help me, understand.

Time for bed!! Zzzz

Ichi

Less than a month to A2 FINALS. OMG. SO FAST! 3 weeks to be exact. I'm feeling damn sad cos all the good things in college is coming to an end. *cries*

I can't possibly list out everything that i'll miss when this chapter ends. With just so little time left, all i can do is to cherish every moment with you guys who have made this chapter, the best damn thing. So far it has been drama free for me, *prays nothing stupid will happen soon*!

Friends are supposed to be what they are, friends. Not two-faced, hypocrites who backstabs & bitches about you! Argh. Please whoever you are, don't hurt the people i care so much about. You may think it's just a joke, but hurtful words are still hurtful words. LEARN TO DRAW THE LINE. KNOW YOUR BOUNDARIES. Honey, you know i'll always be here for you!

Another issue that i suddenly feel so #$!$#^$&@* about is.. love. The dickhead who chases you, showers you with love until romantic comedies also cannot measure up with the cheesiness *is that even a word? hmm*. And then cheats on you. WTF is this. I don't get it. Wait for the best part, when he was chasing you, he was chasing another girl THE SAME EFFING TIME. Walau. This sucks to the max. Don't you ever let me see you ever again. What you did is unforgivable. Congrats, you have just shattered the dreams of finding true love. I don't even know how could one get through this, let alone falling in love again.

When you open your heart to others, you trust them not to break it. The incredible 100m wall you build around yourself, all torn down when he says i love you. A relationship can only work if both parties contribute equally, love equally, no more no less.

With all the drama that comes with the package (love) is it worth it? Really?

P.S: I'm not a lesbian okay !! I love guys. Current obsession is ~ Cory Monteith

Cute anot!! Haha! I just found out this guy is 28 this year! My god. Who cares if he's old. He looks super young can qualify as high school kid.

Still don't think he's adorable?

Awesome smile. Probably spent a lot on his looks but metrosexual is the 'in' thing nowadays right?!

Tall. Check. Baby face. Check. Fair. Check. To die for bone structure. Check.

Oh how i wish i could date him!! Muahahah. Think i'm crazy for liking him?

My bestie lagi crazy lor. She likes this guy.

Eric Dane! Ok la he's hot also, minus all that hair on his face. But i like pretty boys la.

This is proof we're not lesbians.

Three L

If someone is too tired to give you a smile,

leave one of your own,

Because no one needs a smile as much as those who have none to give.

I'm tired. Could you please smile for me? :)

Baby Cuz 1st month Birthday @ Jaya Palace

Yesterday was a special day, for my baby cousin, Gerald Chee Jhun Yean. It was his first full moon! Also, my first time seeing him ;)

My mum and i were looking for the perfect gift for him. We headed to mothercare, searched high and low. And we got him 2 sets of pyjamas. I bet he'll look super cute in it. Btw, baby clothes are like not cheap leh!

Well, let's start off with some pictures from the latest toilet collection ;

As you can see, i'm wearing make up, something i don't do very often. Heck, i didn't even wear during the oh-so-important CNY. Therefore, i must camho like hell!! Hahaha.

No birthday is complete without red eggs!

Here comes the food, all dressed in oil & sugar to perfection.

Yam balls are awesome, smooth inside, crispy outside.

Creamy porridge, steamed prawns, chee cheong fun, chicken feet

Siew mai! My fave dim sum dish!

Here comes the baby pictures!

Aww look at those chubby cheeks. Small lil button nose! Too bad my bff don't think babies are adorable.

He yawns. a lot.

"Bleh. Tired liao. I give up."

CUTE OR NOT!!

Err. Dunno what face. But still cute!

On the verge of crying? or yawning again?

She looks so angelic! like me! Hahaha *grins*

Baby sitting for the first time! Looks hard eh?

Awww. I love this picture!

Me & lynn

Everyone wants to cuddle him. But i didn't. Damn scared later i drop him then how?

With the proud daddy.

Lynn's a nurse-to-be so she can handle anything!!

That's the baby's mum in blue shirt.

More pictures are on facebook. Too lazy to upload one by one here >.<

A2 Finals are so near! I better start nerdying.

Ciao!

Sex and the City 2

Must watch for all girls out there! Aaaahh~ i love the first movie so much! Grossing over $415 million worldwide, this proves chicks rules big time!

Pink day + Date night

Absolute love ♥

My new hair. After the first wash. Pardon the eye bags.

The colour is only obvious under sunlight. :( Maybe i should lighten it? But that means bleaching.

Top part is lighter than my ends >.<

Now who wants ice-cream on a hot sunny day! I bet you do!

♥ pink day

I like this cos can see my hair colour. Yay :)

Later, i went to 1Utama to meet up with mun.

Dinner @ Pasta Zanmai

Yes i bought the blazer, i'm officially crazy.

Honey & Banana. You're Honey. Cos you're like the sweetest thing on earth.

I'm Banana. Cos i really am a banana.

Smoked salmon roll. Mine.

Japanese curry chicken. Hers. Curry was gooooood. Damn good.

After dinner, we walked around a lil, then it was movie time! Date Night!! Effing hilarious. I laughed like hell.

Josh Duhamel. Hotness. I want him as my prom date! :)

Looks like i'm not the only one who thinks he's cute.

What? I'm a maid now?

I know, i'm supposed to be happy right now, cos i'm at home right? Wrong lah. I really don't like staying at home the whole day, with her getting on my every single nerve. And also doing a lot of housework! Argh. Can't wait til my sister gets home then i won't be her only victim. GAH.

Everyday i have to put up with loads of crap, the same one everytime. She says she's trying to teach me but when i don't know, she expects me to know. Like wtf right! If i have never done it/seen it before how the eff am i going to do it right! Surely i will make mistakes. She thinks i'm a freaking genius, who knows everything. Well i'm not i'm just a bimbo who loves to go out and shop my life away. Sighs.

Since we're on this dumb topic, i have a friend, who was really hurt by the words of a person. It's true that words are sharper than knives. I saw it that person's eyes. I could see the disappointment and pain in those eyes. I feel helpless, words of console that come out from my mouth couldn't even ease the pain. We should always think hard, really really hard before saying. I do, most of the time. I'd hate myself if i purposely cause someone to feel so bad about themself, unless they totally deserve it!! Anyway, this is something we could all relate to, some point in our lives, we have hurt people, and also have been hurt.

P.S: Walau so emo, better stop now!! >.< I promise the next post will be something exciting! Hint: new stuffs!