No need to think anymore

Extremely happy that i don't have to see another tks question anymore! But, i think the today's paper killed me. It was OMFG tough. Harder than trials! How can? Can. Those cie people damn smart 1. Haiz, anyway i'm glad that it's over.

I did a little shopping during the weekends at Cotton On, 1 Utama. Yes it's finally open and it's less than 10 minutes from home! It's near parkson, opposite forever 21, very easy to spot. I heard that they're opening in Sunway too! The clothes there are unbelievably cheap. Not to mention the quality is definitely NOT pasar malam standards. Their clothing line are mainly basic stuffs, not exactly the trendsetter like TopShop, but good enough for me. Mens clothing are looks quite normal, not gay-ish. In less than an hour in there, i spent close to Rm180, okay not me, my mom paid using credit card, which my dad pays the bills. So, my dad spent Rm180. Hahahah! Any girl who finds a bargain sure will happy 1. So easy to make a girl happy right? I know money can buy happiness! Okay maybe the occasional cute guy at college could too, yes yes i saw a cute guy today. But i know nothing about him. Aww *sad face*

Gotta run~ yes run. for chemistry. need to brush, scrub, my chemistry

2 in 1?

Happy or wtf first?

I think happy.

We, (mz, wendy, ek, wee, feli, yt, yl, sh) were at the ECA center, hanging out after bio class. SH has been asking all of us to play ping pong with her for quite a long time. Since we're quite free, so we went there to play. When we arrived there, 3 guys were playing so SH waited patiently. Then dunno why she & MZ joined them. 2 girls VS 2 guys. I couldn't play of course, i did try though. I seriously suck at sports! Later, MZ, YL and i "played" with the gym equipments. I tried lifting the 8kg weight and wow, i need 2 hands to hold it. No surprise here. I still am very weak even though i've been jogging for the past few weeks. On and off la, but still it must count? Even a little?

Finished working out, what next? Food of course!

Face2Face again, i had black pepper pan mee & longan milk *sinfully sweet*.

YT eats like a snail, even slower than me!! First time ever a guy eats slower than me! Wee was the fastest again, she had to wait for all of us slow pokes.

What's up for next week? Thinking Kills, Physics and Chem 3.

Eesh. I wish i have enough money to have my OWN lab, then i can practice! Complete with all apparatus & solutions!

On the way home, my sis called, our neighbours' houses was broken into! 2 houses at 1 go! She only saw 2 guys driving off with a black bag in a white car. Too bad she didn't see their faces or the car license plate. Those bastards must be caught la! They make us feel unsafe in our own house. I'm really thankful that it's not my house, again. It already happened 2 times! IT'S ENOUGH!

I still could remember the first time, 2 years ago. I came home, saw my aunt's car parked outside. I wonder what's the occasion. Went in, saw the tv gone, sis crying? Still confused, my dad told me that we were robbed & i was like WTFFFFFFFFF. Pissed to the max. Those pencuri took my tv (2), laptop, other stuffs.

The freaky thing that happened is that my sis was at home during the break in. They held a damn PARANG at her neck! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. She's so lucky she didn't get hurt, or worse. Ughh almost killed weh! I still dunno how she could sleep after that.

The second time was last year, thankfully nobody was at home. But this time they managed to take more items :( Even our ICs, passports etc. I went in, and boy it was freaking messy. Whole house was ransacked, those idiots even took off the pillowcase to see if there's any $$ in it. WTH!

Those 2 incidents really freaked me out. Being at home doesn't feel as safe as before, knowing somebody was in your house, stole your stuffs, dunno what other shit they did. Every single noise, creek, whatever makes me jump! I hate those bastards. I really wish the police will be able to at least minimize this! But i doubt so. I think quite many houses in my area have been broken into.

There are measures taken like installing alarms, grills etc. Those idiots still come!! SCREW THEM!

Soooooo tired ranting out all my anger. Need some sleep.

hook'd on 90210

Why? Let these pictures speak for themselves!

Bad guys have a certain "charm" that could put a spell on us girls. or only me? I think chuck is pretty hot too, except his dressing is OVERRATED. This guy is more "cool"!!

Wooot! Check out that body!

The beautiful people of 90210

What a day.

I hate tues and thurs morning classes! Coz i have to wake up early and be at college before 7am. Haiz. If only i can drive to college then i could go whenever i want. I woke up late and i forgotten to wear my contacts, had a terrible headache!! Went to college w/o any food :( BAD MOOD

Arrived at library, initally i studied chem a while, then i almost fell asleep. To prevent that, i used the comp, found a few funny russell peters vids on youtube. LOL-ed for 1 hour? His okes are damn racist but guarantee will make anybody laugh!

Bio class from 8.30-10am. Headed for early lunch, *bak ku teh* first time having it after a very very long time. There were 13 of us, and feli's car couldn't fit all of us, so we walked there instead. If somebody told me earlier then i wouldn't have worn my high heels & tortured my poor legs. It wasn't close, maybe 1km? Dunno lah. We ordered 3 pots, it came pretty fast, pipping hot & smells like heaven! Yummy. Time to dig in!! That's why i have no pictures. Was busy eating, again. Total came to about Rm130, which is kinda cheap. Thank god, i thought i need to loan $$ from someone. I only had Rm15 :( I'm freaking poor. Which is also good as it prevents me from spending $$ on food.

After food, we stopped by RT Pastry on our way back to college, ahhh the smell of freshly baked bread and there were loads of cakes lined up. So damn tempting! Hehe. I would have bought them if i had some cash. Then, minzhi and i did a little boutique shopping since we still had some time before chem class. The cats whiskers at SS15 is nothing compared to the 1 at bangsar. Which makes me miss bangsar even more!!

Teacher was acting a lil funny today! Seldom see him acting like that. Haha. Somebody should have recorded it. Bla bla bla. Mummy called me half way during class, sms me saying it was gonna rain. The first thing that came into my mind is "I'm so dead. I didn't bring my umbrella" And that day was gonna repeat itself. I dunno if i ranted about it, my mum scolded me once for not having an umbrella. It was hell, bla bla bla she talked non-stop in the car.

When chem class ended, i went out to see how bad was it. Eeekss. It was bad! If i walked, i will be soaking wet once i reach the car. Asked around for brolly, yay. Lucky me i got one. It saved me a 1 hour lecture from mum.

P.S : Maybe it was raining coz sunshine wasn't there.

Chris Kane for Topshop

Check out the "caged" heels. AWESOME! If only i could walk up to C floor in those. However, i don't really like the whole see-thru overall. I love the assymetrical dress though. And the cute fringe bag! This would be the perfect outfit on a night out with girls. Guys will just complain why we like to overdress and why we wanna spend so much on a dress etc. Sucks.

I'm digging the yellow dress! It's so cheery, i bet it's the perfect dress to brighten up my day! Like sunshine. Except better. It doesn't really scream "special" but sometimes less is really more.

Short & simple. Love the details on the bust area and the navy blue just makes this outfit rocks! The dark colour against her fair skin! Damn nice la! I wish i could be as fair as her. and thin. and pretty.

Cute hoodie. Definitely not what you see everyday. I need a new 1!! Ohh but i bet this thing would be about 400? or more >.< Sheesh.

Speaking of topshop, i kinda miss my friends there, audrey, luke, shengli, sooikee & putri!! Working there, with them didn't feel like work at all. Luke & sooikee went back to work part-time, but audrey & i couldn't coz we're taking freaking a-levels!! I wish i could spend my dec hols working. Need the extra cash. I get Rm5 per hour seeing/touching my darlings. Plus, i get staff discount! How great??

Love/Money = Happy

Love is all we, erm i mean i need
Really?
Nah, it's money

Money = Happiness

-Whoever said money can't buy happiness didn't know where to shop

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Seriously, am i that shallow?
muahahah. yes i freaking am.

love only brought me trouble and more crappy shit.

My dream is to have a big, gigantic walk in closet. But what's the use if it's empty? I want it filled with beautiful darlings that will put a smile on my face everytime i walk in. That's what i tell myself everyday why i'm studying so hard. Yes. One day, perhaps my dream will come true.

Of course, there is an alternative route. That is to marry a rich old *maybe handsome?* man. Why old man you may ask? Coz young man ain't got any cash. Actually older guys are very very attractive, they know how to treat a girl properly. NOT calling them by names, throwing insults in your face etc. They also have more cash. WTH. Seriously i can't believe i'm thinking about this. But what would i do if he divorces me? I'd be left alone, cash-less, job-less, and maybe a little too old to start dating again. Sighs.

So that's why i pick the "safer" route. STUDY STUDY! 1 more month to freedom.

P.S : I miss shopping so much. I'm DYING to go to bangsar! I need to check out the new clothes.

Smile

Smiling is infectious,
You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too, and I couldn't STOP!

Great Sat

*dot dot dot*

Trying to recall what i did yesterday morning.

Hm..

Nothing important i guess. I'm feeling very lazy, since the maths paper ended. Seriously no mood to study! I think it's coz tks paper is next week. And i friggin hate it! Shit la. I suck at maths problem solving questions :( I doubt there's any way to improve in just less than 3 days. Oh well, there goes my A. But i will try my best to score at least 15/30! God it's not easy ok!! At least i can study for other subjects like physics/chem/bio. Tks how to study leh? Why did BLOODY taylor's make it a compulsory subject??!

Oh yeah, back to the great part, at night we (my mom, sis & i) went to 1U. I wanted to have dinner at Sushi Zanmai, but as always many ppl were queue-ing. So, we passed. I was damn hungry leh. Next best option is Sakae Sushi! Love love sushi! We ordered the usual chawanmushi, california temaki, japanese rice curry (not bad) etc. After dinner my sis and i walked around, i thought me not bringing any money would deter me from buying any clothes. BUT this cute polo tee from esprit caught me eye. It was love @ first sight! Lucklily my sis had some money so i loaned from her, and yes i got it! Am so itching to wear it to college tomorrow! Ohh the joy of shopping and having something new (and pretty)

Gonna watch my hot doctor now ;)

Love is ..

What's LOVE to you?

Sleeping

is what i do best in class :)

But i'm definitely sleeping less compared to last semester! 12.20am and i'm not tired coz i took a "nap". Unfortunately, when my alarm was buzzing away, i pressed off, and went back to bed! Good weather today!! So i ended up sleeping for almost 2 hours! Then i had my dinner in front of the tv. I know it's bad lah, i keep on reading articles that if you wanna lose weight then you need to concentrate on eating only, not doing other stuffs like reading or watching tv. Screw it. I don't have so much time!

I think my memory is getting worse. I can barely remember what i did on monday, or even tuesday! I wonder if i'm the only one or there are others who are like me? I should blog about my day everyday so i won't forget what happened. Sadly for me nothing good or interesting happens. What's life without the excitement?! God send me a good looking bad ass guy please. I don't think there are any @ taylor's.

P.S : I'm just kidding about the bad boys. I don't think i can handle so much drama, with the AS finals around the corner. Maybe during the holidays. LOL ;)

Phew

I survived! Yay! :) I checked the paper twice, still had some extra time. Wanted to sleep but i looked around and nobody else was sleeping, including Mr.Sleepy aka Chung Ren! So i went into "dream" mode, stared at the clock, waiting for 2.45pm!

Tick
tock
tick
tock
ZZZZZZZZZZzzz

I fell asleep! LOL. just for a while.

Aiyooo have to wake up early tomorrow!! I hate 9am classes coz i have to go at 8.30am and LDP is super jammed. Or i leave my house at 7.30am, no jam, but wth am i going to do at the library?

P.S : The sun is shining everyday @ taylor's library!

as finals tomorrow

eekss i'm so scared!!! FINALS!! Although i know i've done my part, yes i glued my ass on the chair doing maths but i still feel i'm not prepared. Maths P1 is supposed to be the EASIEST paper coz it's just like sec sch add maths. I really can't afford to screw the paper after how much my daddy forked out for my a-levels @ taylor's! Damn u taylor's so expensive lah.

I think some damn ant bit my hand, wanna post the picture here, it's kinda gross. At first i thought it was just some normal bite, then now blisters are forming! I burst 1 already coz it itched like hell. And it's still itching right now. I wanna get back at that damn ant that bit me! I told my dad soooo many times to call those pest exterminators, he refused! Grrr.. SO, i googled and found a few pest control companies. I will call them and i will kiss those babi ants goodbye! I can't tahan those ants. And cockroaches. Especially the ones that can fly omg it really freak the shit out of me. I hate hate hate flying insects!!! Just this morning when i was hanging the clothes, this damn bee kept coming to me!

Ughh gonna be 10pm soon, need to do more maths...

and watch the latest episode of Desperate Housewives!!

monday blues

*Alarm rings*

"WTH I'm still so tired! My eyes can barely open & I have to wake up already?"

Off my damn alarm, got up bathe eat sit in car arrive @ school half-dead.

Bio wasn't that bad la, I totally forgot to bring my pyq, lucky msdurga didn't get mad! >.<

10-12.30pm : Chemistry *i was talking & half paying attention* so tired.

after that, shu hui me & sukee went to the library. Shu hui taught me physics! I'm so happy to have a good "teacher" like her! Went home around 3pm.

My mom cooked my favourite dishes today, salmon fish, japanese tofu, & the veggie which i don't know the name but tastes damn good, last but not least, ABC soup! PERFECT MEAL!! The way to my heart is through my stomach! Haha. Or cash will do too ;)

Watched the new season 90210, love the show coz it's full of drama! and cute guys (liam)? Hot teacher too (ryan), headmaster is pretty good looking for his age. 1 thing i hate about it is the cast (girls) are all sooo thin they look anorexic! So jealous~~ I wonder what's their secret.

#Watching The Biggest Loser makes me feel sick. They're so fattttttttttttttt yeah so disgusting. I hope i won't end up like them. **prays hard**

makan indian food

Started with just a piece? of banana leaf. And lots of food such as *staple* nasi, cutlets, lamb, chicken, roti canai, cheese & garlic naan etc.

L-R : My sis, Me & My cousin
Now you see the food.

Time to dig in!! The food was superb, and the drinks lagi best :) My first time having mango lassi, hmm, it kinda tasted like mango yoghurt smoothie!

Now you don't! :D We cleared almost everything. Good meal!! I love saturdays~The total was about Rm200+ i think. Quite expensive but i guess good food does come with a price.

After dinner, we headed back to my aunt's house for our weekly drinking session, the 2 boys were the bartenders again :)


"Hmm, what shall we make tonite?"

Vodkatini! The olive is supposed to float, but my cousin said it's difficult to make it float, so yeah it sunk. Still good though :)



Just a few of the ingredients to make wonderful drinks

Forgot what's this called! >.<
Big Pink Drink. Damn nice. PERFECT for the girls

Cheers

And of course, more junk food!

Now i know why i've been gaining so much weight. Blahhh the weekends are not for dieting. I'll start my diet after AS finals. I hope.

@ aunt's house

Just finished dinner at Lotus House? Forgot what's the name of the place, it's near UM i think. Now i'm at my aunt's house, had my first vodkatini (very strong). More drinks to come!

24 hours before my weekend ends! Gotta go have more drinks now xD

*Pictures will be up tomorrow*

And again

another week just FLEW by!! I'm loving college so much (obviously not coz of exams and shit) but for the people, food and yes, the free. or not so free, aircond that i don't get to enjoy at home. Fyi, my 1 and half year course is close to Rm30k. wtf taylor's ate my $$ and go build the lakeside campus + all the nice stuffs that i will not be using!

Today's chem test was 10x harder than the recent trial paper i sat for a couple of weeks ago. I think it's even harder than some pyq!! Hopefully i can score an A this time!! If not, i can forget about getting A for finals :( I need to triple my studying time, but how is that possible?!! I'm already stressed out so much that i'm falling ill *running nose for few days already* I sleep only about MAX 6 hours a day. Oh god i wonder am i going to get A+ !! Sometimes i do feel guilty if i don't study coz my teachers puts so much effort into teaching us.
#Yay no more tks! ;) After the test i was so damn exhausted that i felt like skipping physics prac >.< My head was hurting like hell when i was sitting for the paper, i just wanted to finish it as fast as possible coz the last time i didn't have enough time, and ended up making lots of stupid mistakes. Had lunch at face to face ^^ I love the pan mee there~~ Shu hui ordered hot & spicy pan mee, but they gave her normal 1 instead so she added a whole lot of chillies in it! Her face was soooo red after that, looks a lil drunk! so cute!! then i went to shu hui's house & did some physics & tks! Got some movies (Ice age, G-Force, Duplicity) from her! Movie & Drama (Desperate Housewives, Gossip Girl, Royal Pains) marathon this weekend! So many shows to watch, so little time!

Wonderful weekend ahead :)

Happy

It doesn't take much to make me happy! :)

A dose of "drug" is enough to make my day

Stuffs @ bio lab

Chung Ren sleeping

Doing work

Shu Hui teaching

Haha. Eng kee didn't know i took her picture. Btw, are u dreaming? ;)
*don't kill me when u see this!

Food test. Purple solution, protein present. Different shades of purple here, depending on how much KOH and CuS04 is added. And so this is our last bio practical before we sit for our AS finals, i can't believe it's gonna be november soon!

And here i present the 2 lovely brothers. or sisters? hmm..

Wai sek

That's me eating. Haha.

I ate A LOT today. For breakfast, i had cereal, then usual ac food for lunch, i'm super sien already but it's one of the cheapest & nearest to college. I hate to walk under the hot scorching sun and kena burn and sweat like a pig!! After chem prac, sukee & i had a sudden craving for bubble tea so i rushed to the bubble tea shop and bought 1. Feels so good to have a yummy cold drink on a hot hot day!

There was also a carnival today, many many types of food on sale, but i think some of them are overpriced la. I saw darren with a box of j.co donuts so i went down to get myself my favourite donut, oreo flavour! Best best!! It has been quite long since i had my last donut, which was in august when i was with my bestie. *miss her so much*

Random : I went to college early today, bout 7am+ federal highway already jammed up! Why? Coz stupid msians slow down just to see a minor accident! This happened again when i was on my way back home! WTH!! =.=

Hooray. No chem test tomorrow. Or not why am i so free to post crap? :)

Peace

It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hardwork. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart.

Effing shit face!!

See the title? Now you're probably wondering why i'm so effing pissed. Normally i don't do any hate post but i just cannot tahan this b*tch! Yes it's a girl, who just happens to be my cousin. I can't accept the fact that i'm related to her. Arghhh!!

I just had dinner with my mom's family at a restaurant near my house *Extra Super Tanker* The food isn't really that nice but still ok lah. No pictures coz i wasn't really in the mood. I only attended the dinner to please my grandma since i haven't seen her in a very long time, and she's also my only grandma left, so i guess i have to appreciate her before it's too late. I have definitely learnt my lesson!! I will not take people for granted and NEVER hide my feelings. What if it's too late to tell somebody that you care about them? I want to grab every chance and speak my heart out.

Before we went for the dinner, i was complaining to my sister coz i doubt i can put up with the devil's attitude. Yes, she's a devil. Queen of wicked shit. My sis said may be she has changed for the better. Well, i guess i could give her another chance if she changed rite? I mean, people can change so i can't judge them for what they've done in the past. My personality also have changed a lot since i've started college. Of course for the better, now at least i'm doing my homework.

So with a fake smile plastered across my face, I said my hellos to all my relatives there, some faces that i don't even remember. I guess this is what happens if we only meet up during weddings and funerals? I tried to smile at her and then it hit me, why am i doing this again? Ugh. This kind of people don't deserve my attention. My sis kept reminding me throughout the dinner to "act" happy. I'm not the kind of person who can pretend to like somebody, when actually i really hate them. I don't usually hate people, i can tolerate many types of people, except the FAKERS. Those who think that they're better than everyone else but the truth is that they're not, in fact they can go so low, lower than shit. My cousin is so effing rude, after all those years living with my family & i, she still couldn't learn BASIC courtesy. She screams at the waiter like she's the queen of the world, talks to my mom, her mom, my grandma like an effing spoilt brat!! I mean come on, she's 19 and acts like a child throwing her tantrum at eveyone. ATTENTION WHORE! She even had the guts to call my father, "your husband" when she's talking to my mom. I MEAN WTF!! I almost wanted to slap her the moment she said that, but i don't wanna dirty my hands. She even said it nonchalantly! GRRR!! My dad was like her father, she lived with us for at least 10 years+! How could she not have respect for him? God. This girl is gonna get big time karma. If i'm going to list out all those shit she had done, this post will be 100000000000 words.

Ugh. I'm so sick of fake people.