Getting worse

my blurness that is....

haiz i did smtg that only ppl as stupid n blur as me would do!

guess what?

I "accidentally" bang my head on the wall. it was kinda loud, so sukee heard, she knew, she saw my tears flowing.

shit. i cried coz it hurted like hell :(

why dis things always happen to me?

im so unlucky sometimes

how i wish if

we could make love potions in the chem lab? What if mrlucas is like prof.snape? LOL

Formation of Love Potion

Reagent : ???? *any suggestions?*
Condition : Heat or reflux
Observation : Cute guy will be madly in love with u

hahaha i know im so lame pls bear with it! those who have watched hp would know what im talking about.

arghhh i still cant get organic chemistry :(

yeahhh im trying to study now...... okay gotta get back to studying chem!

sigh

where did all my luck go? was a lil disappointed, but im okay still. Although i would love to _____

sk!! ahhhhhhhh did u steal my luck? heheheee

anyway, im hoping for the best tomorrow!

the sun is shining - Mr.vara

~~Physics class is never boring! Thanks for making me love it, for now.

here we go again

to sunway pyramid!

I think it's becoming a trend for us (sk & i) to release some stress by heading off to sunway after a class test for some retail therapy :) We also watched HP 6, it was lil scary? Hahahah.. sk & i scared ourselves la, i held her hand so tightly that she got scared too! Oh well, hopefully next time the both of us could hold our boyfrens' hand instead!!!

As usual, i didn't buy anything, coz im sooo broke T_T and she *no comment* arghhhh i wanna rob a bank!

*No pictures still coz my cam is still missing*

eat drink sleep

Dinner at my aunty's house, got pizza, kfc & spaghetti!! The pasta sauce was reali special coz it has taufu in it. I didn't manage to take pictures of the food, i was too busy stuffing them in my mouth ;)

It's great to have a nice *fatty* meal, after a whole week of stress!

Next up, Drinkssssss

This is my cousin, only 16 and he's already a pro at making drinks :)



He's making "meow meow", it's lemon juice + ribena + absolut peach! Tastes damn sweet & nice. suitable for girls like me hahaha. I had 2 of those, and im reali a noob at drinking, so i was kinda gila after dat, so no pics :p

Went to bed around 12am, supposed to wake up at 7am to go jogging....... but i slept until 10.30am! Ahhhh shit, too late ady :( all the fat last nite will be stored in my body! CRAP!

I slept more than 10 hours last nite! and it felt damn good, usually during sch days i only sleep around 5 hours >.<

OK time to study bio~~~

Happy =)

woke up at 7am to jog at kiara park. hm, dis is the 3rd week im doing dis, i do see some improvements, but not much la. i feel much happier & energized after jogging though, even it's just for 30mins-1hour. im trying my best to increase the duration every week, hopefully i can stick to dis routine.

*I dunno why (majority) guys always judge a girl by her body, thin=hot chick. NOT every1 is born thin la.

Kiara park is reali nice & peaceful, a very gud place to jog too ^^ the 1st time i went dere, i saw many old ppl jogging, plus they had more stamina than me! Im so weak >.<

got many monkeys dere also, very cute 1. i wanted to take a closer look at them but they always run away b4 i could get near them.

I bumped into my sec sch fren dere, i was quite surprised to see him dere. we walked around 2gether, ran a bit, it was reali fun to catch up on each other's life. fyi he's my neighbour & yet we seldom talk/see each other, i guess we're just 2 busy with a levels.

Im going dere again 2moro, hehe :) Jogging is reali a great way to start the day!

it's the wknds again!

ahhh.. if only i can truly enjoy it, but no, dere's so much work 2 do. nid to start memorizing organic chem stuffs, study for bio test, finish tks etc

whr got time to go shopping?

cant wait til after bio test den can relax, watch HP (some said it sux) i must see 4 myself ^^

Irresistible

Warning : This post is all abt him. STOP here if u're sick of listening to me babbling about him.

ahhhh im soo happy today! I dunno y but i feel dat we keep seeing each other, trust me im not stalking him ok? He looks sooooooo cute ahhhhhhh i can die...... how can such a cute guy exist in dis world? he's so cute!!! i bet he dunno how i feel & i dun think i will ever let him noe! argh im so pathetic....

BUT, what if other girls start to notice how irresistible he is?? Oh no, competition is the last thing i need right now.

i reali wanna let u noe....... but im so scared

BG=Blur Girl

omg i cant believe dis is happening AGAIN.

lost my file today, all my organic notes inside & some other important papers!

blur blur......

too much stress i guess :( I NEED A BREAK!

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Today,

minzhi & i went to the library after chem class ended at 4pm. Put my stuff at my usual locker ;) We wanted a quiet place to study so we went to the 3rd floor. Well, nobody was dere, except dis 1 guy outside, and another 1 in the discussion room.

This is how the funny thing started, we were thinking like wth he's all alone and yet he's taking the discussion room, discuss what ar? with who? ghost? haha. Ok, we went closer to take a look at him. den we saw he doing smtg damn weird, he was moving his body back and forth for like a minute?

We both laughed (silently) like siao, then he looked up, oh god... shit RUN before he recognize us!!! Hahahahh still couldn't stop laughing. After a while, his friend came, then they were laughing inside damn loud k? So we looked at them, i had a feeling he was telling his fren abt us. Ok fine, back to studying bio.. blablabla.....

So after we 9tim everything, i went down, i saw him, i din noe what 2 do, apologize? say hi? hahaha. Guess what? He gave me the most friendly smile! Oh god mayb he was being sarcastic i dunno but he's kinda cute ^^

Qwik update

Heong Peng aka Biskut Wangi

Nice? But is it worth all the embarrassment? Haha

Addicted to pink

What's inside?

Look what mummy's fren bought for her!

Clinique DDML 125ml : RM95
DKNY Men : RM95
Aramis Life : RM115
Estee Lauder Pleasures Exotic, includes bath and shower gel : RM130
Estee Lauder Pleaseures, includes Body Lotion & Shower gel : RM190

I want DKNY Green apple~


Maybe.....

There's something in your eyes that draws me to you,

You're like a bundle of joy, always smiling,

Catching even a glimpse of you can make my day much better,

Maybe you feel the same way too.......i wish =.=

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he's so cute/adorable i can die!! ahhhh help >.<

sukee im so sorry 4 bugging u. i just cant help it.

Gone?

OK i cant believe im stupid enough to have hope that nobody took my camera.

I purposely wake up ard 6am so dat i can arrive at college b4 7am! Rushed to the library, checked the lockers, asked the staffs etc. In the end i got nothing! Haiz, i guess i can bid goodbye to my beloved pink camera :(

Grrr..... im still pissed at myself & whoever who stole it! Actually more pissed at myself!! Shit, i hope i wont lose the next 1 i will be getting. Yeah my dad said he's gonna get me another lumix, though i would prefer to spend the money buying clothes.......

Stayed back at library again, im gonna stay back everyday coz i love it dere, it's so peaceful & COLD! not like my hse so effing hot can die in dis weather, fyi i dun hv aircond at home dat's y my hse electric bills r so low ;) Met up with my tutor, she reali taught me a lot in just 1hr+. Thx mrlucas for pairing cherli up with me! Hopefully i will learn to love organic chemistry coz i hate it sooooo much now!

*must finish maths hw tonite or my teacher is gonna hate me! i hate doing homework!

I LOST MY CAM!

My baby went missing in the library! Just noticed it just now when i wanted to dl the pics to my laptop! Shit shit shit ...... How can i be so blur?? Why didn't i check properly?? Oh god i wanna jump of D floor now! All i can hope for is some kind soul will find it & return it to me or at least give it to taylor's staff.

Shit i reali got no mood now! Plus today the stupid makeup artist made me look like a complete freak show! i told her countless of times to make it as natural looking as possible! how stupid could she be??? so effing embarrassing u noe! so many ppl stared at me.........

and now i noe what my fren was talking about, pls la, dun think u're better than every1 else!

***God pls bless my cam, don't let it fall into some idiot's hands!!***

Library

Bio test next week *blahhh* A level in a week? haha

Cute guy there but hidden!


Study-day


Yummy~ Good time teddy :D Keeping me company when im cracking my brain


Shu hui & her orange juice. haha. dun kill me if u see dis k?


What is dis black black thing?


Bamboo Charcoal Sandwich! Tastes good :)
Hopefully i wont get panda eyes after eating dis though.


Went to shu hui's hse 2 study, took 4 hrs to do probability, permutation & combination! shit. i'm so slow like a turtle. after that, off to 1U to de-stress, did a lil window shopping since there's sale EVERYWHERE! But i've spent quite a lot lately so i didn't buy anything. Gotta prepare for maths test~

Mad Sale


Total damage : RM95.00
Unbelieveable? Believe it!!


I love love love this so much! It has good staying power and, seriously, a little goes a long way.
This, together with a lipstick & lipgloss only costs me RM40! what a goooood bargain.


Eye Cream : RM25


Toner : RM15


Moisturizer : RM15

I woke up around 5.50am, daddy fetched my fren & i to renaissance hotel, arrived there before 6.30am.

And the queue was damn loooooooong already. Some even waited there since 4am, can u believe how crazy those girls r? Haha. Guys will never understand what women will do to grab the cheapest & best & HOT items!

We waited for about 30 mins, the door opened shortly before 7am. When it was our turn, i was sooo happy, charged in & go hunt for my stuffs. The ballroom is damn big, but also filled with women & some (gay?) men! It was so damn chaotic lah! I was sandwiched a few times, my toes were stepped on countless of times & it was like a zoo inside filled with crazy ppl! Haha, i was 1 of the crazy ppl also :)

So I went straight to the Clinique counter, grabbed a few stuffs that i don't need (u noe lah msians damn kiasu hahaha) Then went to M.A.C, nothing caught my eye, but there were many lipsticks, 3 for Rm78, 2 for Rm40? Eyeshadow, blusher, etc. I haven't even finish using the stuffs i bought last year, but it was so tempting.

Didn't visit the Estee Lauder counter, not my type, more for aunties ;) I tested a few perfumes, EL pleasures, tommy girl, they're quite ok, but i seldom use them so no point buying.

Origins & Clinique had a few gifts sets but all also quite ex. I was kinda sad dat there weren't any DKNY Be Delicious Green Apple, all RED, haiz i love the green apple la! The staffs on duty were very friendly & patient, none of them shouted or raised their voice or give "sien" face. I'm very satisfied with the service dis year, much better than last year!

After i paid my visits to all the counters & grabbed stuffs i want but dont need, it was time to sort through the stuffs, so i took out a few pricey items, eg : origins organic face lotion RM55, hair oil RM60, Clinique DDML Rm55, a few other stuffs. That's how my total bill became RM95 ONLY. My friend bought almost all M.A.C stuffs & origins cleansing oil, total about 200+? We both spent around 2 hours there, came home super happy! we opened n tested our stuffs in the car. hehe, guess we couldn't contain our excitement.

Have a wonderful weekend

Cheers! ^^

Snapshot

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Mr Vara!! Newton's No.1 Fan :p


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Love is in the air

Chemistry 101

I had a dream last nite, i couldn't rmbr what it was but it gave me MAJOR backache/headache/handache~~

Didn't feel like going to coll, but attendance is 10% of sem2 evaluation. So i dragged myself up to C floor, damn shit why taylor's dun hv lift/escalators!!

1st period was maths, god god..... boring (yawns) I think i fell asleep for a while .

After that was chem, fell asleep again, then sukee woke me up, she said im 1 of the lucky ones who got 70 above!! wtf i was so shocked!!

I seriously thought i failed u noe, i cincai do the paper 1!! haiz guys pls dun hate me... me myself also damn confused now!! I didn't reali study as hard for dis test as i did for the others & i ended up scoring the best marks. How?? My hypothesis is, the more i care/worry, the worse i will perform.

I was soooo damn disappointed with chem sem exam marks so i din reali had the mood to study for dis test, I worked my ass of for chemistry & i still didn't manage to get a B! shit la~~~

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I have a feeling dat dis might just be fate, not coincidence!

"P"


Licence To Drive

However, I'm not too confident abt driving on the LDP! So i guess i won't be driving to college anytime soon.

Fallin' For You

Colbie Caillat - Fallin' For You

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Words

When I heard u say that,

I was stunned for a moment,

My heart skipped a beat, I didn't know what to say.

I couldn't stop smiling, I felt so happy.

College pics


Sukee & I outside of C14


SK emo-ing after shu hui rejected her love, FYI we were on the 3rd floor.


Shu Hui!! SO cute ^^


Sk's gift for shu hui


Sk & I after bio class ended yesterday

Random pics

Enjoy these pics that my dad took while he was in London a few days ago :

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Mega-Watt Smile

The first time i saw it,

I can't help but fall for it,

Your mega-watt smile,

Is like sunshine to me.

All i'm asking for is to see you smile everyday.

Estee Lauder Staff Sale 09


The SALE of the year!!
Featuring brands such as M.A.C, Estee Lauder, Origins, Clinique etc

I've been waiting for this sale for sooooooo long! I'm so happy dat my mum managed to get invitations but she only got 2! compared to last year, it's a lot less, i thought they reduced the no. of invitations given out.

However, i dont think that's the case, look at the serial no. of my card 14412! Im guessing that over 14k invitations are out dere! oh god dis will be worse than last year's nightmare sale!

The time stated was 8am, so i went there around 7.30am, oh my god!! the line was effing long, i waited for nearly 2 hours! i heard some ppl even camped outside the door since 4am. I bought many stuffs that i seldom use, spent unnecessarily! damn it, regret la.

Dis time i will be going earlier, maybe abt 6am, hopefully i can get some good stuff! Yeah im so looking forward to this, although it's gonna be packed with ppl, i need to stock up on makeup/skincare & mayb get some perfume for mummy dis time :)

Will post on my makeup collection soon, probably some reviews on some of my HG stuff too :)

GG Hunks


Penn Badgley as Dan Humphrey


Chace Crawford as Nate Archibald

Makeup and skincare

I was a cosmetic addict, until now, coz im too lazy to wear it to sch.

For all of u who're new to makeup and would like some suggestions b4 purchasing, help is on d way!

My skin type is oily/combi/sometimes terribly dry around the cheeks. So the products which i recommend may not suit other skin type. My suggestions are based on my opinions only ok!!

These are the basics that u may need to start off with,

Sunblock : Biore UV (cheap & good), Dior (but effing expensive la!)
Moisturizer : Clinique DDML (HG stuff!) *HG:holy Grail*
Foundation : Paul & Joe, Maybelline, Benefit
Blush : Silky Girl
Mascara : Majolica Majorca
Eyeliner : Revlon, Silky Girl
Lipgloss : Stila

Girls, remember this, always take off ur makeup b4 u go to bed, or not u will wake up with a few new pimples!

Do shape ur eyebrows, it reali makes a big difference!

And beautiful makeup starts with beautiful skin! :)

Crazy weekend

Class ended early on friday, so sukee & i went to sunway to release some stress, u noe, retail theraphy. She spent almost Rm300, me only Rm40! So we went from topshop, to forever 21, to kitschen, asian avenue, everywhere lah! Still, i felt it wasnt enough, saturday i went to 1U, then midvalley on sunday. I say "shop while u can, mega sale until 31st august only"

SALE is my favourite word. Whenever i see it, i feel an adrenaline rush, my heart pumps faster etc, shopaholics out dere should understand my feeling :) to those who're still clueless, u're realling missing out on one of d best feelings in life. yeah im exaggerating a lil 2 much!!

Oh and i developed a weird habit over the wknd, that's stalking. I'm officially a stalker. To those hot musicians/actors, im gonna stalk u! I kept on watching gossip girl over & over again, im so obsessed with dan & nate, esp nate god ur blue eyes can kill!

Dont get me wrong though, i don't only like guys who have killer blue eyes & perfect hair. of coz i admit they're nice 2 watch, but to me, not reali bf material :)

Unlucky

U see, I'm not a person who finishes their homework on time. So yeah, i did not complete my chemistry & physics hw. (although i had so much time during the weekends)

Lucky me, mrlucas decided to discuss our hw, and ... he asked me to draw some stupid lame ass organic structure on the whiteboard!! i was like wtf i didn't even do!! i wanted to die at that moment. i told him that i didn't do, and he said i should do his work, I KNOW BUT I JUST COULDN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO IT!

This morning i was rushing to sch so i didn't bring my TKS book again, damn it! So i panicked like shit coz msesther said if we don't bring the book, might as well leave the class! wtf right! i asked around and thank god, ck pinjam me his book :) Thanks man u reali saved my ass.




testing 1234

yeah finally had the time to create a lame ass blog that's gonna b filled with crap!!

xoxo

lots of crap to come :)